Wonderful Life.....2009 is My YEAR!

Today I want to say that I am blessed.......................I went through so much this year.....so much pain.........so much lessons....so may lies..........no peace of mind..........all was rocking so hard........and everything dissapeard from my eyes.....................but today is 31st December 2008, the last day of the year....and I am standing here with the beautiful smile on my face, with the full happiest heart and peacefully I am announcing that 2009 is going to be my YEAR!

My life is changing to be the most wonderful life, i know the true meaning of love, family, friends, career, things and the universe.

I started to feel the blessings........i appreciate every single thing GOD has given me, i know NOW I am being guided by GOD, every second of my life is blessed with the best people, things, happiness and I am so HAPPY!

I AM HAPPY! I AM HAPPY! I AM HAPPY! I AM HAPPY! I AM HAPPY!

I am going to live the most wonderful life, the happiest life, healtiest life, wealtiest life and beautiful life.

THANK U GOD!

To all I know you, A Very Happy New Year and have a great year ahead.........I found the true myself in the year 2008.

The year 2009 going to complete the purpose of me here on this earth!

Guys.....truly for once I am so Happy on 31st December.

Nothing is Mine!

what are we chasing in our life....all the time...every moment we are worrying so much....put all the stress in our mind.....ONLY to do one thing.....that is to maintain our life to certain high up there just to please others. We born in this world...with nothing...we did not bring anything with us when we came out of our mothers.........but eventually....we grow up...started to work and from that moment we wanna earn more n more and buy all the things we want just to show our material strenght to others and finally dying day by day just to keep n maintain what we have. One day when we leave this world, nothing is going to follow us or we can't carry anything with us.

While this is going to happen, we are half way our journey....are struggling claiming to all that 'This is my house'....'This is my car'....'This is my office'....'This is my bank balance' and etc.

This year after something happen to me in June 2008.....i just came to terms that nothing is mine.......everything i have now...are just been given to me temporarily for me to enjoy the moments of life and to make my journey in this world smoother and of course i have few great people in my life ..and that they are there coz Universe wants me to learn sumthing great from them and make me a better person.

We are suffering a lot when we claim over things......just come to terms......every single thing....in this world...every property and all the wealth in this universe are belongs to GOD.

READY to accept that............... we will enjoy spending, feel all the best things, enjoy the man or woman we want, live in a big mansion, sit in a big office, drive the best car, travel the world.....and all these will be given to us and will be taken back any moment....so I BELIEVE in THIS!....and I know for sure that all I wanted will come to me or will be given to me soonest.

REMEMBER the universe has enough wealth for everone and everything, so, don't be afraid in asking your amount.......there is no limit to it. Ask for it, receive it and be thankful.

Don't worry of u need to share the wealth or u need to change the world...or you must do continuous charity and etc.....nope....just relax......universe has plan for everyone.....every single person in this world will be taken care in some form of help.

Nothing is mine.....I know for sure.....I am here to enjoy all the wealth, health and happiness and I am so thankful...but it is belongs to GOD, I am just going to enjoy them to complete my life journey and accomplish the journey with the best feelings when I am ready to go and meet GOD!

Fellow readers! Nothing is ours, all belongs to GOD, we can take and enjoy all u wanted but remember, all belongs to GOD, they can be taken from u anytime.......so be thankful and don't be afraid is asking how much u want from GOD as it will be surely GRANTED! Have it , enjoy it, live your life to the fullest! God bless and love the universe in order to feel the life of this world.

Dostana! Dostana! I Love It!

Oh My God! Watta a fabulous movie for the year......the year 2008 was not so easy for me......but I am so happy and came out of the cinema with a big smile on my face....my brother was so thrilled and our family frend...Dr was so so happy with this MOVIE by Karan Johar.....'DOSTANA'.

Every single part of the movie was well planned, featured and created. What can I say.....oh Gosh.....I enjoyed every bit of this movie.....there was a moment where i laughed so loud till my brother has to hold my hand and say.....'ish ish'...how can i control myself......the movie was too good and hillarious.......it will be waste if you don't laugh your heart out.

The casting, the cinematography, the music, the music videos, the venue, the plot, the storyline, the comedy scenes, the dialogues, the songs, the scenes.....I can keep writing or list it down the strong points of this movie and it will never stop. This movie is simply too good.

The Industry need more people like Karan Johar who able to balance the storyline and keep everyone happy and have a great laughter for a 2 hours time.

The movie completes u for that moment.

We need a movie which is simple and straight forward......so, we can relay ourselves to it......and THAT is what DOSTANA is all about.

My God....I have a such great laughter when comes to the Mother and Priyanka's boss.......they are simply superb.....the acting was so cool..........these people are simply marvellous.

Abishek....Abishek.....he is adorable........he is so good.......watta simple acting yet so deep. He is an asset for the industry. Big B has given a big GIFT to Bollywood...that is ABISHEK BACHAN.

John Abraham........finally touch my heart......I won' t simply give people credit...but this time he has won my vote.

He was matured, sexy, erotic, simple yet perfect, arousing, charming and fantastic.

He did a good job. Fabulante my dear John.

Keep up the good work....you are on the right track.

Priyanka was sweet......nice and touch the perfect line for that role.

It alwaz like that, the people around u influent the overall you. Thats was the case for this movie, when u have the adorable Abishek and the erotic Abraham....Priyanka intends to be great too.It was nice nice and nice.

Everyone on the planet muct watch DOSTANA, go and watch....have a great time....you wont even have the time to think of anything then enjoying every part of this movie.

Laugh while we can....live while we can....love while we can.

DOSTANA.....is my No.1 movie for this year. Ladies and Gentlemen, the award goes to Karan Johar for DOSTANA.

Give a big hand.

Shower me with Milk!

If u ever think that u wanna do sumthing nice on my birthday....shower me with milk.....I just love milk bath so much....I'm a believer of herbal remedy..........i do milk bath every month...its a must thing for me........just love that......before milk....i grind the neem leaves...with a bit of tumeric.......and apply all over my body....that cleans every bit of my body.....and the best is......yogurt......apply yogurt all over ur body.....and let it absorb into your skin and then u pour the milk..........the best is to soak urself in the pool of milk....but that will be too much isn't it....so........just pour a bit by bit..from head to toe.....rub it slowly....and just feel....like you the prince getting the royal spa treatment before u going to sleep next to the most beautiful person.....for a nice warm kama sutra aromatic massage.

Feel with Nature!

My dear everyone.....i dunno how many of us actually ever experience the joy of being yourself with the nature.....just once...try just one time.....whenever u r with ur buddies or the love one....or even only urself.........be free to the nature........throw urself to the mother nature........u will feel the joy, the happiness.....the feeling of u being lifted......u will feel differently when the breeze touches your body........the chill from the rain water.......and shine from the sky...........the love the universe has been giving you all the time........yes u will feel it.

fellow buddies......do it ....once u will see the reason of u being on this earth.

Do it....feel it.......and experience the different u.

Law of Attraction!

I spend most of life.....complaining, complaining and complaining. I must say even the way I pray was also mainly complaining bout everything surround i ........to tell the truth despite the continuos complaints, GOD was kind enough to make my life better each day....but i never ever thought about it....or sit sumwhere and cross check my life from day one.........human being never satisfy with what we have and keep chasing for more n more. That's why we alwaz end up not being happy all the time.........

here the story starts.........just this year i think it was in april 2008.....one of my fren....was talking about the book called ' the secret' and everything bout the 'Law of Attraction'...........and the next day...one of my other fren...came to me with a gift.....guess what...'The book called Secret'....i was amazed....tot it must be calling from universe asking me to read the book.........

Then i read the book.....my life or more to say.. the way i see things...people......everything changed. My perception over everthng changed completely.

I started to appreciate every single things...around me.......then for almost 3 months.......there was hurricane came to my life......i was down completely and during that period....i practise the law of attraction......there was the truth reveal behind the law of attraction.......

everything unfold by itself....i realise how i've been so ungrateful for all the great things been happening in my life......

even the wind blows...i started to appreciate that....GOD has been very nice to me......i have everything.....i live in a nice big house....i got a brand new car to drive.....i draw good sum amount of salary.....i eat good food....i have a nice people around me......able to do wat i wanna do.....good set of frenz........oh my GOD! YOU have given me everything...wat else I'm complaining about.....that was BIG MISTAKE!

When people are suffering with so many things.....unpeaceful country....no place to sleep, no food to eat....no education...no car...no house....no money.......here we keep complaining everyday when we are given everything...coz we are greedy! GOD please forgive me for my ignorance.....I am CHANGED! I am YOUR true child now!

Thank you....Thank you...Thank you for all the things you have given me......please continue bless me with those things......and more to come...so i can share with the fellow people around me.

I am so peaceful now...I am much happier person....I feel like been lifted.....i feel like bird....flying in the sky.......I am in the most beautilful confort blessings.........I am in total bliss.......

I am so GRATEFUL! Thank you GOD! I am so grateful and happy.....keep blessing me with the life of abundance!

Amin!

Why being so emotional!

why being so emotinal......this is wat sum frenz do to others...being so emotional without checking the details or issues. Just jump into conclusion and get angry or emotional for nothing...is that shows that these people are immatured or just wanna creat scene with their buddies!

I just dunno babe! So...thank GOD we have so much patience...so we can alwaz keep cool.......we love them...so just make like nothing happen........one day they will understand......people grow up! Pleeeeeezzzzzzzeeeee!

Thanks.........Great Thanks!

I just dunno how to thank the technology and it is so great to have internet.......where i reach people so fast wherever they are!

20 years ago...it was so difficult....to fren...to look for a fren from other countries......now...within minutes..you can talk, write anything u want to anybody u want....or u attracted to.

Wow! God has given sumone the brain to create this internet and we are here enjoying the benfits of this fantastic technology.

Today I talk to my frend from Indonesia...via skype........later noon i spoke to my buddy in Sydney.......isn't that great! All for free........and i can meet so many people on the net and i have found sumone great to be my buddy on the same net!

I feel great and I am grateful!

Love Confession - I am so sorry!

We alwaz intend to hurt the person we love the most.....sumtimes....we just wanna be playful....but without realizing we would done the worst thing and that wud have hurt our love ones the most.......

I am so sorry...........

I alwaz like to be playful and never mean to hurt anyone....but i like to test...no no....not test...but to see how far my love ones can take my shit..........but I am so lucky and alwaz be....as my love ones really love me coz watever i do will hurt them a lot.....

sampai nangis lah kan......

pas tu i rasa sedih pulak......but at the same time feel sumthere who loves me so much.....n care for me!

To the love ones......I am so sorry....

if i ever hurt u ya......

i never meant to do such things....

Love u Love u Love u!

I So Want OBAMA to win BIG!

Oh God! I so wanna OBAMA to win big! Change is wat sumtimes we want....to see the other part of life...the country needs change....and the younger blood will alwaz have the new wave of ideas to challenge wat has been practise or been used all these while.....the current younger generation need totally a new law of attraction to get them going with the right thing and do the right thing in live.

The chemical....the alchohol.....the drugs......the economy....the technology......the freedom of sex....the freedom of speech......the freedom of expression of all sorts of things........

we need CHANGE!

You know and All knows that we need AMERICA either directly or in-directly to get this world moving

OBAMA will be definitely be the pillar for this to happen........May GOD bless OBAMA and his family.......so he will remain in white house for at least 8 years...to get this done!

Allehlulliah!

Be Yourself.......Love ur Self!

People are not themselves sumtimes........why coz..they are scared of wat people next to them will think if u do sumthing beyond the norms.....people have to live in closet from their the real them....as so worried what other will say if do this or that! But sumtimes it is just like that coz we are living in such community....with such culture and background.

Hmmmmmmmm! thinking of that, we never be ourselves...in one or other way....we will alwaz wanna please sumone all the time......

very tiring.....oh my GOD! very tiring........

So, when we find time.....where u can be urself.....then grab that moment...and be urself to the fullest....give ur best shot........do all kinda things that will make u happy and will remain as wonderful memories......

that is my advise for u!

Ya......shud live life for ourselves.......and one more thing....please never ever boost so much....to tell the rest the of the world u r doing very well and have such great material life.....coz.....one people receive such information......they will keep it to that!

And eventually it will become such a burden for u to maintain such lifestyle......

it is not buying an elephant....but maintaining the elephant is more important....

it is not buying the latest 2 door convertable Beemer........

but to maintain the Beemer all ur life.......or change for a better car.......

be urself.....respect urself....love urself...for what u are ...who u r.....

Universe will alwaz love u and will fulfil everything u want if u to be truthful n sincere to ur own self.....

Great Life.......Truthful life!

Getting Calls...from the loved One!

Love Love Love.......it is so great to feel love.....n can u imagine falling in love is even sumthing great.....wow....the feeling is so great.......when u love sumone...and the u know for a fact that the person in falling in love with u more n more........hmmm....i feel so great.....n nice.....

the best part is when the person calls u few time and just wanna tell where the person is....or just finish work...shopping and etc.

Getting calls from the one u love.....is just like u having a beautiful dream.....or just had a nice creamy haagen daaz ice cream

Like melting pot of love!

Love Love Love!

I know u can do it!

My dear Al -Hafee....................I know u r rushing for exam......I know u can do it.....u can do it coz...u know the love i have for u......the blessings...u have........u r brialliant person......u where u stand and wat u want in ur life.......just wanna remind u that u have me to stand by u ......in watever u do.......so......go for it and stay at TOP.....let's do it and give ur best shot........remember that all the love from me n ur family will alwaz give u the energy to achieve wat u dream off darling....

hugs and kisses from one n only

Hesh

Al Hafee - U r my Pet!

Not everyone is gifted to have best frenz who are so loyal, sincere and alwaz be there for u in ur up n downs! Some people are so gifted and blessed to have nicest people as closest buddies in every thing they do.....

I think I am one of them.......lately....i must say in the past one year...I am blessed to meet some of the nicest people.......as my frenz.....One of them is Al-Hafee.......u know when angry...or just mooded out....he will immediate call me and just find ways to keep me cool........

Like my fren, Khair, Wan and Vijay....they will go mad if i don't reply their calls, or msg them back...alwaz want me to be with them...and share the laughter as Khair and Wan are so funny........I am gifted!

Back to Al-hafee.....he is pure...in person.....kinda real......sensitive giler giler..but matured.........thats the nicest part of all!

People like him alwaz add the spice in ur life and this will definitely make our life to be a fabulous and phenomenal one!

Great to have him as my buddy.....Thank u al hafee...love u a lot and thanks a million for cheering up my mornings ya!

Keep disturbing me hehehehe.......u r real!

You are my pet!

U

Soul to Heaven!

Soul being taken to Heaven!

Today....my neighbour aunty gone to heaven......she was 88 years old....but she is a blessed person....for her age...she was never sick...she was never hospitalised.....she was nice and she alwaz smile and wanted to hear us laugh....alwaz standing at the room window looking at us doing morning prayers........

Tragedy happen like 2 months ago when her youngest son who was 44 years old had a sudden death...she was so broken...like no words...coz she is 88 and still actively walking around and her son who is so young just gone like that without any sign....watta life.......this is LIFE!

From that day...she become so down and angry with GOD for not taking her life...she wanted to die so badly...alwaz praying to GOD and ask GOD to take her....

she alwaz talk to my sister in law.....she just love the idea of talking to my sister in law every morning as she feels she been blessed......she alwaz saying why she still alive...why can't she die....why GOD is being unfair......even sumtimes...my sister in law become mad over her coz she talks about death every morning!

27th October,2008.....while me and my sister in law were doing morning pooja (prayers) in our garden......to our Goddess Laxmi (Goddess of Wealth).....

Aunty peep from her window and wished us 'Happy Deepavali'........and of course we wished her back....she was smiling and stood there watching us praying.

Then she went dissappeared from her window......

that was the last time i saw her.....

today when i open my roon door.....after my shower and ready for work.....

my sister in law told me that Aunty passed away in her sleep last nite.....SHE HAS GONE!

Her soul has been taken away to heaven! Her prayers and wishes to GOD finally answered....she gone to be with GOD, her son and her husband!

May she will rest in heaven with all the angels!

Om Shanti Om!

U r the Gift!

Huh Huh! watta great feeling when u alwaz been seen has the gift to all or sumone...........that shows we must been posses very interesting personality, attitute, our presence in sumone's life brings all the happiness and peace to them........and the smile on our face will make them to feel the pleasure being with us...........that is how i wanna feel about myself from today onwards......

Most of the time i alwaz do wat i feel like ..........as for today.....I must tell u that I know that every word has power, every action has power and all these can bring different reactions.........to our life

so, i wanna choose my words....i wanna react only after i strongly know that it will bring the best for me.........

I am the Gift!

I know my closest people alwaz feel my presence make them happy and alwaz want me to join them in watever they do.............

but it is great to be the GIFT to all u know!

GOD BLESS!

Madhuri..........she makes u to dance!

Madhuri......she can really make u dance....her movement..expressions...costumes...jewelleries.....smile....acting....emotions.....are simply superb........i will watch all her movies!

Like the Style.....it so me!

dressed up and smell nice....attracts the eyes that roaming for good looking guy.........when we pass by people.....make them turn n look at u twice.........u will love urself......to be the attractive idol.

All knew me...will call me angel....i wish i guess!

wat else i want........to be angel to all i knew.....lovely people, lovely world....lovely life.....great fun!

Before sleep.....have good play thing ya!

u think i will let u sleep...no way....we gonna chat all nite long!

My Favourite Pix......u will love them too!

GARUDA----Watta beautiful sculpture...Great!

Al Hafee........the Kampong Boy!

Can't help it....i just got to write sumthing bout my best buddy...al hafee......ya...this is him.....real funny....will anyone say he is typical guy...no rite....today he chat with me on YM.......he was so 'Kampong'...all the terms he used.....haiyoooo...

very the kampong..........look like one hell of cool guy.....such a modern in looking....but if u know him....and when he become....very close to u...then he will show his true colors........

watta...kampong man....but that is wat i like about him...very real....n very natural.....never pretent and alwaz be himself......

cool.....but one thing lah beb....he can make me laugh....he is one funny n nice.....

such a dobe.....hahahahahahah

love him for that........

Al Hafee.....the Kampong Boy in real metropolitan.

I am so gifted.....She is GODDESS!

I am so gifted.....I am so gifted.....wat else i can say when the universe made me to meet and live with the Goddess......I am talking about my borther's wife.....she is a living Goddess on earth...she is almost perfect in everything she does.......the last 11 years of my life...... changed tremendously and she was one of the main person who played greatest role to make me who I am today!

I am strong...I am confident....I am a complete person...today.....throw me anything I will handle and come out beautifully......I am shining partly .....no no no......it is mainly because of her...........

The Goddess of my life.....

You might ask why i have posted Queen Elizabeth's pic.....hehehe...here is the story.........the Goddess that I am talking about is also born on the same date like the Queen........

My Goddess is just like her......in so many way! When the universe throws the worse part to me (it is to make me a composed person)......when I struggle and in the situation of like taking the last breathe......my Goddess stand there and hold my hands and say....'You can do it' ....'You will come out of this'........' You will do great with yourself'........'You will shine soon'.......'Mahesh....come out fast'......'Mahesh hold yourself'......'Mahesh I'm here to protect you'...............

She The Goddess of My Life.

All the words, courage, love, proctection, her food,prayers and finally her vision on me.........have put me NOW to achieve all the things I want in my life.

Finally the time has arrived for me to experience all the health, wealth,happiness,peace and Love.

Thank you Radhai!

Ya....I did mention about her food........I can only say.....OH MY GOD!...that's the word.........whoever eaten her food...they are somehow lucky....she cooks all kind of food......I think she cook with full love....otherwise how can the food taste so good.....her cookies will melt in your mouth....her sotong sambal....hmmmmm.....oh gosh....her vegetarian nasi lemak........her 'Rasam' (Indian soup)..........her Kashmiri Pilau Rice.....the best in the world...........when I travel..to overseas......after a week....im done with the country, the food, the work, the pleasure and the fun.....I must return to my beloved country...malaysia.....and when I reach home.....i will run to the kitchen and look for her food.....even if it is a simple cooking...i will still eat ( with a big sighhhhhhhhh)

I AM LIVING WITH GODDESS!

My GODDESS look exacly like the Indian Queen pic above!